Listening to: A Certain Romance - Arctic Monkeys

Why must we all live actually? If there are a majority who wants to kill themselves? Seriously this bugs well too much. It keeps me cursing at these type of people alot and I think by cursing too much, is like im digging my own grave of sin. The earth won't receive me. Oh my by saying all these stuff im already thinking about death. Why should people live when they're going to die anyways? To experience everything? Al of this is a test, but really why should we live and not just stay unborn? Cant we stay unborn? Can we even be born? How can we be born? I still can't believe that a little thing called a sperm, is us. how can we be a micro-organism one day, and a giant bugger another? Allah's work of art is brilliant yes it is, but why is it brilliant? Why can't other human do this kind off stuff? Why? Because there is no one as mighty as us Muslims believe in the great Allah.

Back to the question.

Why should we live actually? Is Allah at that time, too bored playing with dinosaurs and decided to find a new toy? Toys to be exact. Toys which are us humans. It has been a million years since He is still playing with us, why doesn't He get bored with us? Maybe there's his own quest to fulfill like us humans have to fulfill. Or better yet, he just wants to torture us. But no I don't think it is the latter. Allah is forgiving and loves us too much to torture us. But why does it feel like at every problem, we're being tortured? I think its by default. There is like alot of buttons on our body, and some are pressed, and the torture button is always on. Where is this button? Well think idiots, is the brain, the brain makes us live, the brain makes us be better, the brain can help us through the torturing, if we put our mind to it. If we put our mind to it, that button is slowly unpressed, and vuala!

Why should us humans be separated into 2 sexes? Allah knows that there are alot of sin in this world where rape and virginity getting lost to the unholy are always happening 24/7. Why must Allah put us through this test? Don't you humans ever think about this? And yes I dont think it is Allah's doing at this point of topic. Is the satan's work. Look carefully, is satan, not Satan. The Satan does not have to this, this creature just have to set our mind to do that unholy things and again vuala! The satan inside of us gets bigger, just like a genitals of a male. But why when I say that Allah who loves us so much, doesnt save us from this satan? Well it is simple actually, because there is Heaven & Hell. The 2 H's that means alot to everybody. Allah has set us alive and has put us through vigorous tasks in order to determine where are we going to in the afterlife. Along the way, we Muslims, gets "experience points" from other Muslims. That is our advantage. Muslims get the 1 step bonus of getting into Heaven. But again, is all up to the mind and again, vuala!