Thinker

I've been debarred. Without a warning letter whatsoever, which is such a pain in the ass. Because we're supposed to get warning letters to prevent us from being debarred. Education, teaches us to self-destruct and it killed me. I was literally stoning the whole day thinking about my future and my alibis, also known as the appeal reason. I probably would get off the debar list, taking with me a couple of classmates who are in the same position as me. The system is rude, you getting kicked out of the house without knowing how many wrongs you've done.

I'm right now living as a begger. With the fasting month kicking in in a few days time, I don't know what to do without a job, and best of all, I'm penniless. Where to dig for money for them death sticks?! I will probably cut down, but who says I can live without the occassional stick? This is so dissapointing that I think I'm gonna rebel by not fasting.

My sideburns have made a return and I'm happy. My hair has grown long without me knowing either. And seriously, I'm worried we won't make it, and there goes my future. I need inspiration! I need motivation! Most of all, I need luck.